The Hardcore Trials ...

I'm having hardcore trials from God ...
Lappy , artworks , everything important are lost in a bag , maybe stolen by someone .
I felt really down , until today .
But someone from Isuramu Anime said , dont worry , Insya-Allah you'll get better things from the "musibah" . Well , I tried everything to search my bag but still no clue about whereabout the bag . Cant cry but that's my devices I need to do editing and comics .

God , gimme back my bag ...



Elodea : Dont be sad , Haru .
Haru : ... -feel down-

Finally ...

... the torture ends ...
now I can continue my own manga / fanfic .

manga :
24yrs - ゴゴゴ : the origin (Saif Comic)
24yrs - ゴゴゴ : antara cinta dengan ketidaktentuan hidup (remake of BM version 24yrs)

fanfic :
Amagami : the deserted boy

original novel :
24yrs - ゴゴゴ : antara cinta dengan ketidaktentuan hidup (BM version)

working with :
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Troublesome guy

Ergh ...
I dont really like myself today .
It's unacceptable .
I cant buy a drawing tablet .

Feel regretted myself .
Im such a moron .

But dont worry , soon ,
I'll face a big failure awaiting .
Because ... printmaking .
I really hate it . = ="

Useless me ...
Wanted to have "kanojo" ...
but my "face" is unsuitable for that person ...

Still alone ...
No one will hear me ...
Like a wolf howling at the moon ...

It's still the same ...

Its so sad ...

When a family in a crisis ,
the worst possible outcome are ...
divorce .
It's so sad to hear a friend
having that crisis .
The worst thing I ever done ,
I left my family to survive myself
with my hatred to them .
= ="

I hate my kazoku .
but I know I still have
responsibility to them .
Im not like them ,
They always get what they want .
Hardship is the way
of my life for now .

Please , dont hate your family
just because your family have divorced .