Fear of the loss

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Actually Im not very good in love .
Suddenly I become scared . Scared of losing someone important in life .
I really scared . I fear I will not be able to meet her again .

When I saw her face , it calmed me from my anger delusions . But at the same time , I felt very down . My feelings will not reach her . And I fear , when that time comes ... I cant convey my feelings towards her .

She treated me as a younger brother to him . But to me , she's the replacement of my lost beloved one ...

I can't cry but I'm crying deep in my heart . My voice will not reach her ...